If one day I fail to reply your words, it's because you are busy with your phone but not me.
If one day I start to think of want to get out of this house, it's because I can't feel warmness and happiness of a house anymore.
If one day I start to think of die instantly, it's not because I'm done with my future, it's because I give up on my current life and people around me.
If one day I catch my beg and walk out of this house without hesitation, it's because I'm tired of being alone in the house; I can't feel the care anymore.
If one day I shout at you with my whole energy, it's the time I can't hold my thought anymore.
I tend to keep things to myself, I try to settle down every single stuff by myself because I don't want to be a burden for you. But sometime, I'm not big enough to settle down something, I need your help but what you have give me? Yes. No doubt you buy me things that I wish for. Nevertheless, did you know that the most I want is an hour of dinner time with you all, a simple ten minutes conversation, a trip without technology...
I try to persuade myself that you are busy with work, you got no time to be with me, but what about the fifteen minute journey back to house everyday?
_szeyeeM
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