Is my life just consist of past year books?

I'm a January intake student. When the moment I register for Cambridge A-level programme, I have the mind set that this course will be super intense, tiring and stress. There will be no fun at all. The first day I stepped into Taylor's college, I knew there will be something different in my life. Why? The environment, people, lecturers here are much more different comparing with my secondary school. Imagine there's a full-apparatus lab that I can enjoy myself in it, there's a hug reflective center that I can settle down and carry our discussion with my friends,there's an extremely cold library that I stay back almost everyday to study. This amazed me at first. 

Have to admit that, my A-level life, is just consist of stacks of different subjects past year books until now. I didn't join clubs. In my opinion, having an outstanding A-level result will secure me for a better future. This is the only way I can locate myself in a well-known university, the ticket to the future. So, at the Club Recruitment Day, I decided not to sign up for any clubs, I need to concentrate on my study. Am I regret now for not joining a single clubs? Yes I do. But my result prove to me that, yes my decision is right. I knew that I'm a responsible person. If I hold a position in club, I will try my best to get the task perfect. In between, I need to balance my time in study. I can't. 

Do I have fun in the process of study? I would said that. Study is fun, I enjoy it to the limit especially with troop of fabulous buddies. They taught me a lot. Teamwork, hardworking, consistence performance, determination and etc. Throughout this one year, we sit back together to prepare for semester exam, AS trials examination and final examination. We buried ourself in tonnes of past year books, stayed back every night at college to struggle with books, wake up at 5:30am and head to college again. The chemistry between us build up invisibly. If you ask me, is this the life I want? I will say that, buddy, just one and a half year for us to struggle like this, why not? 

You would proclaim that my A-level life is boring after reading this. But, let me tell you, I think that this is what I supposed to go through. For my future, for my architect dream, for me enter the top university, to prove to parents and lecturers, I need to do this. Do judge, I love my life now because I choose to go through it in this way. I knew that, in university, I will catch up the part I missed now.